Wednesday, December 2, 2009
I'm sad. I'm just sad after what happened yesterday night.
Everybody's eyes were staring at me in the gym.
I don't know what to do, i really dont know what to do.
I didn't sleep the whole night yesterday because i keep thinking about you.
A millions and millions of thoughts i thought yesterday.
I know that this is something i have to be patient about.
Being patient is a very hard thing for me to do.
So i hope you understand? it's just difficult.
Is this what you get when you love someone that much?
Someone once told me that its not about how much you can love someone,
its about how much you want to love someone.
I think i'm changing for you. I hope you see this in me.
I'm just different now, and maybe i am abit more patient than last time.
i hope by doing this, our relationship will get better.
And we can understand each other better if i change for the better.
like i said,
i will still love you
no matter what.
love <3
